Drawn on tegaki, took about an hour. Supposed to be a self portrait, but it came out much prettier than I am.
I've come to this realization in the past few days... Its not some superficial thing, like "I hate my skin, I hate my clothes, I hate that I am fat, I hate my smile, blah de blah de blah..." This is deeper than that. I hate the way I act, I hate how much of a slave I am to my wants and what I think are my needs, I hate how much I have changed for the worse. I hate my apathy. I hate my hypocrisy. But most of all, I hate that I feel like I can't change it.
That came out really emo, but thats totally not how I am feeling! I'm actually really happy that I am going to put this up here, share with you guys whats going on in me. I am excited for the new beginning I feel is coming for me. No really! I am in an optimistic mood right now! ( now I bet you all think I am weird...)
Go for it, we humans have the ability to change who we are and become who we want to be. Course it's extremely difficult but anything worth doing usually is.
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Still fuck Joe Quesada, but Twilight "vampires" have been given a name. This name is Twiggle, pass it on. avatar: ~happyanzu1
Lol. Kinda like me except my realizations are coming really really slowly. xD
I just recently realized that I am such a nobody. I don't know who I am. Like, for real. If someone asked me what I deemed most important in life, I wouldn't be able to answer them. Neither would I be able to answer if someone asked what principles I stand for, or what I believe in, or even what I want out of life. I was moping about it for a while before I realized that instead of moping and scolding myself, I could be out in the world discovering who I was ;D
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I'm a zutarian...so flame me. I'm a fire-eater ;D -- ~Kyouya Otori is mine on ~claim-a-bishie
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People say I'm strange,my best friend was born in a manger. "right, oh uh... anyway. What i wanted to tell you... about is that I've changed and um, im good now." Smooth,Zuko.
It will definitely be difficult to change, but I am trying...
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People say I'm strange,my best friend was born in a manger. "right, oh uh... anyway. What i wanted to tell you... about is that I've changed and um, im good now." Smooth,Zuko.
i HAVE DISPROVED MYSELF AS A NOBODY! I looked at my birth certificate XD
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People say I'm strange,my best friend was born in a manger. "right, oh uh... anyway. What i wanted to tell you... about is that I've changed and um, im good now." Smooth,Zuko.
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People say I'm strange,my best friend was born in a manger. "right, oh uh... anyway. What i wanted to tell you... about is that I've changed and um, im good now." Smooth,Zuko.
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Still fuck Joe Quesada, but Twilight "vampires" have been given a name. This name is Twiggle, pass it on.
avatar: ~happyanzu1
I just recently realized that I am such a nobody. I don't know who I am. Like, for real. If someone asked me what I deemed most important in life, I wouldn't be able to answer them. Neither would I be able to answer if someone asked what principles I stand for, or what I believe in, or even what I want out of life. I was moping about it for a while before I realized that instead of moping and scolding myself, I could be out in the world discovering who I was ;D
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I'm a zutarian...so flame me. I'm a fire-eater ;D
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~Kyouya Otori is mine on ~claim-a-bishie
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People say I'm strange,my best friend was born in a manger.
"right, oh uh... anyway. What i wanted to tell you... about is that I've changed and um, im good now."
Smooth,Zuko.
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People say I'm strange,my best friend was born in a manger.
"right, oh uh... anyway. What i wanted to tell you... about is that I've changed and um, im good now."
Smooth,Zuko.
...or something along those lines anyway xD
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I'm a zutarian...so flame me. I'm a fire-eater ;D
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~Kyouya Otori is mine on ~claim-a-bishie
I looked at my birth certificate XD
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People say I'm strange,my best friend was born in a manger.
"right, oh uh... anyway. What i wanted to tell you... about is that I've changed and um, im good now."
Smooth,Zuko.
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I'm a zutarian...so flame me. I'm a fire-eater ;D
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~Kyouya Otori is mine on ~claim-a-bishie
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People say I'm strange,my best friend was born in a manger.
"right, oh uh... anyway. What i wanted to tell you... about is that I've changed and um, im good now."
Smooth,Zuko.
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