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The Battle of I AM + Who I am by *Supersonic-Gabi:iconSupersonic-Gabi:





I am.
I am a liar.
I am a hypocrite.
I am my own pet cause.
I am a living contradiction.
I am a punk in prep's clothing.
I am a captive to my addictions.
I am a fighter, rather than a lover.
I am plagued by bad decisions and missed goals.
I am one who strives for perfection, but falls short.

I AM.
Therefore I live and breathe.
I am the one who releases you from your captivity.
How could I be free?
I am your solution.
That's possible?
I am the one who loves you more than you can fathom.
What could I do to deserve this?
I am your warrior.
My fighting is over.
I am your truth.
My lies are dead and gone.
I am your perfection.
This brokenness is how I am made whole.
I am your protector.
I'm safe here.
I am the one who conquered hell for you.
This is what true life is like.
I AM YOUR GOD.
I am so in love with you.
©2008-2009 *Supersonic-Gabi
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Author's Comments

As some of you might know, the preview art is mine and it was submitted with a small list of what I hate about myself.

This is kinda similar.
I wrote this one night when I was really frustrated with myself, for the things I've done. I was so bogged down with how I felt about myself and what a terrible person I am and all that emoness. I decided to put it all down on my blog, which no one reads anyway so I felt safe admitting how royally I fail at being a christian, at being a human being...

Then I realized that all Christians, because we ARE human after all, fail and fall short of the perfection we try to make ourselves live up to.

We (meaning ALL of us, not just Christians) can try all we want, but we will NEVER be perfect. It is just our nature to do terrible things that will screw up our lives, hurt other people, and ultimately hurt ourselves.

The second section was after I realized this. The bolded text was what I needed to remind myself that God would reply to my Emoing, and underneath is my response.

I'm posting this here for a reason. That reason is that I trust all of you enough to not flame me for believing what I believe, or saying it in my own art. I want you all to know what's going on in my life, and this is it.

This is my insecurites, my shame, my issues laid out for the world ( or at least the tiny part of it that actually knows of my existence) to see.

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:icondementedsweetie:
Awwe, this is pretty, Gabi. Kudos for standing up for what you believe in!:hug:

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"If you want something done properly, you have to do it yourself

We Zutarians are making internet history because "This is madness!"

No..."THIS IS ZUTARAAAA!"
:iconsupersonic-gabi:
^_^ thanks so much :hug:

BTW my MSN crapped out :(

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People say I'm strange,my best friend was born in a manger.
"right, oh uh... anyway. What i wanted to tell you... about is that I've changed and um, im good now."
Smooth,Zuko.
:iconfayedove:
Woah, that was really beautiful. :nod: Fave hands down.

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I believe in Jesus Christ my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it then copy and paste this in your signature!

known as taiyo at Distant Horizon and Taiyo-chan at FF.net

Proud Taang shipper and Zuko/Toph/Sokka multishipper
:icondementedsweetie:
tis okay. I doubt I'd be very good conversation right now anyway xD

*watching Hancock*

--
"If you want something done properly, you have to do it yourself

We Zutarians are making internet history because "This is madness!"

No..."THIS IS ZUTARAAAA!"
:iconsupersonic-gabi:
lol, thats fun XD

Anyways, I am going to sleep. I'll ttyl!

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People say I'm strange,my best friend was born in a manger.
"right, oh uh... anyway. What i wanted to tell you... about is that I've changed and um, im good now."
Smooth,Zuko.
:iconenfantderiviere:
This is so inspirational :+fav:

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"You either die a hero, or live long enough to be in the sequel."

We apologize for the fault of the sucky signature. Those responsible have been sacked.
:iconsupersonic-gabi:
Thank you so much ^_^ :hug:

--
People say I'm strange,my best friend was born in a manger.
"right, oh uh... anyway. What i wanted to tell you... about is that I've changed and um, im good now."
Smooth,Zuko.
:iconsupersonic-gabi:
Thank you, I'm so glad this is going over well here XD


Thanks for the fave, too! :hug:

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People say I'm strange,my best friend was born in a manger.
"right, oh uh... anyway. What i wanted to tell you... about is that I've changed and um, im good now."
Smooth,Zuko.
:iconfayedove:
You're welcome! :hug:

--
I believe in Jesus Christ my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it then copy and paste this in your signature!

known as taiyo at Distant Horizon and Taiyo-chan at FF.net

Proud Taang shipper and Zuko/Toph/Sokka multishipper

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